Below are the 8 most recent journal entries recorded in slut boy's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, September 9th, 2003
12:58 am	due to lurkers and my need for anonymity, this journal, hence forth, will be friends only. if you add me most likely i will add you back, or leave a comment. i am leaving all previous entries public so that newbies can get a taste of what this journal is all about. and the damage tat is already done, is done. (11 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 2nd, 2003
9:19 pm	Daily assignment... Per Daddy's request, i am writing here. for some reason, i have not been inspired to write to Him. Our mundane life has been too crazy and our focus has NOT been on BDSM or our 24/7 relationship. Its become more about the everyday survival. as much as living in the everyday and connecting that way is important, i fear we were close to losing some of our intensity in our 24/7 relationship. yesterday, we had a good discussion/ minor heated argument that inevitably kept us from teetering off of the edge and into a place that would have been much harder to come out of on top. there are so many fine lines that i am learning: between 24/7 relationship and our everyday/mundane. between constructive criticism and hurtful words. between re-focusing our attention for awhile and forgetting what we are underneath our public masks. again, i have to say i have one of the healthiest relationships known to human kind. we are contantly able to talk. and talk. and talk. and the discussions, although repetitive at times, do not lose their purpose. open communication, i mean REALLY open, honest and sometimes no holds barred communication, has been our secret to growing together. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 21st, 2003
4:09 am	Daddy and i have had the most amazing week together. we have been having to make mini road trips frequently for doctor's appts and have had the most amazing conversations together. its felt like i've had the chance to get to know him all over again. lately we've gotten so wrapped up in my training and living our bdsm relationship that we forget that we are underneath it all best friends and married partners. as important as our 24/7 relationship is to both of us, our friendship and marriage is the basis for it all and we've realized that we can't stop being all the other things we are to eachother just because we are contracted and i am collared. its a delicate balance. but since making this revalation, life and our relationship has been that much more beautiful. i have seriously got to have the most healthy relationship on the planet... Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: i am an insomniac. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 10th, 2003
7:34 pm	Not feeling so good... This is the first i've been ill since becoming a boy. all i wanto do is sleep. i'm grumpy and rude to Daddy while i'm awake. and even after all that he still put me in te shower with him and bathed me. i just don't know how to handle this... i've still got a responsibility. just because i'm sick is not excuse to be a really horrendous boy. my brain just isn't working. i've always been like this when i'm sick, but now is different and i've gotta figure out how to deal with it properly. And today is formal training day. oy, that should be fun! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 6th, 2003
3:37 am	Not sure what to say I started this journal as a way to communicate with my Daddy concerns and to generally get things out in the air. But since Daddy and I have started my new training program its been such smooth sailing, there really isn't much to say. I completed 7/7 assignments last week, with an extra one thrown in by my choice. Because of my first week success, Daddy allowed me a reward. I chose to do a cutting on him, something I've wanted to do for a long time, but thought i could only dream about: the letters D-A-D-D-Y accross his chest about 1.5 inches each. It was an honor, a gift, and it was wonderful just to share the moment. My assignments last week included 2 all day role plays, 2 days of service bottom chores, and 3 writing assignments. I nice mix, and I'm quite pleased at how well i did, if i do say so myself. This week, we are focusing on my ability to see the big picture and to break down large tasks into bite-size chunks. Together, we will be getting my very first website together! So, this week all assignments relate to that. I'm still be trained, but Daddy's new methods are EXTREMELY helpful in getting onto the right track for both of us. I really feel like I've grown as His boy in only a week. I can't wait to see whatelse is in store for us. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, August 1st, 2003
2:56 am	Daddy and boy switch day Its 3:17am and I'm awake fearing my day tomorrow. Tomorrow is going to be Daddy's and my first switch day. Meaning we spend the day in complete power dynamic role reversal, i His Sir, and He my boy. i am to give Him His assignment just as he would me, and continue from there until bedtime. i am to punish and praise accordingly. My Daddy is so good to me that, i guess, my biggest fear is not living up to His standard. Part of it is also that i know there is a part of my Daddy that misses His Daddy. i fear i will not be able to quench His need for dominance and power play in just one day. And i have no idea what to assign Him for His daily task. And for the record, previous to this reversal assignment, i NEVER claimed that being a Daddy was easy... (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 29th, 2003
12:35 am	Daddy and I are one day into our new training regiment and already i feel better about it. We have been chaotic and inconsistent, and my motivation has been lacking beyond anything even romotely tolerable. I now have daily assignments and clear reprocussions, both positive and negative depending on my ability to complete them. Today i ironed, folded and put away all od Daddy's hankies. later i will be researching the significance of a few of the colors he now has as a result of inheriting my old collection. I'm not even sure he remembered giving me that assignment, but i have a renewed vigor for being the best boy for Daddy. Daddy is sleeping now. so beautiful he is. (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, July 28th, 2003
2:49 am	As Daddy's boy enters the world of virtual journaling... I love my Daddy so much it seems silly to put it into words like that. He is my world and everything in my world. I could not imagine being in this type of relationship with anyone but Him. I want so badly to be His everything and please Him beyond His wildest dreams. i've been a little off and stressed lately and He has been nothing but sweet and gentle and understanding of my less than adequate mental state. We seem to be having trouble with being in a permanent state of transition. And now we are in a living situation that inhibits our 24/7 behaviors. I'm having trouble with my timeliness of assignments and neither of us seems to notice. My Daddy tries but we are both too exhausted, i think, or preoccupied with life to make the major changes we need to. (1 Comment |Comment on this)